I’ve been quiet for a long time now; a lot of things have
happened in the time but one thing is still the same, I am still a terrible housewife
and you know what, it’s OK!!!
There are many reasons why I was quiet, I was lazy, too busy
but mainly I think I was stuck in a vortex of overworking and being unhappy,
trying to please everyone else just not myself and in the middle of that
process I forgot about things I enjoy, like writing. I felt I was sinking
further and further down the rabbit hole trying to achieve something I actually
deep down in my heart never really wanted; as I always say I am not a 9-5
person.
The answer to my problem? I quit my job I am no longer a bookseller,
don’t get me wrong I still love my books but I got bored, I needed something
new and exciting something where I could be me, with all colures and no hiding,
just me!
When I was younger I always wanted to be involved and surrounded
with non-everyday things; music, art, good people who are likeminded and somehow,
I could never find it, fit in, but sometimes you need to go through tough shit
before you can get to what you always wanted. Before I moved to Ireland I
wanted to become a piercer and I was working in that direction but as it happened
I moved countries and forgot about it as life goes on. But you know what? Sometimes
good things happen when you least expect it and because I chanced sending my CV
to a tattoo shop for a receptions job and not just got it but I also got an opportunity
to become their piercing apprentice, and how fucking sweet is that 😊.
So, my point with this post is that in life shit happens,
sometimes it follows you, craps all over you and makes it impossibly dirty to
cope with it but if you believe in yourself just a teeny tiny bit and bite into
something new you can achieve something you thought is unachievable.
And with that I can say Miss Enea is back, with all her sassiness
and happiness, the upside-down cakes and awesome pizzas so stay tuned :).
Love Miss Enea
No comments:
Post a Comment